Today’s card is the Page of Cups from the Shadowscapes Tarot
This deck actually belongs to my wife and not to me, so I haven’t worked with it very much. I’ve definitely ooh-ed over it though, the art is so very beautiful.
This card has been pulled for me by other readers more than a few times. I hadn’t really noticed it until just recently when I got a very timely mini reading from Beth at LRT. It was one of those moments where it sort of feels like it’s a message that the universe has been trying to hammer through my thick skull for ages and I’m finally paying attention.
One of the things I like the most about this version of the card is the aspect of bringing light. The mermaid is holding a bowl that I read as liquid light, maybe even liquid gold. She’s looking within and the light is emerging and curling around her. There’s darkness all around her. Tangling seaweed drifts around ready to ensnare and entangle. Her tail is tattered and her body is marked, they could be scars, they could be tattoos. I get the feeling that she’s down at the bottom of a deep underwater canyon. Which echoes the feelings I’ve had lately of being stuck at the side of a deep chasm. I’ve learned not to ignore those kinds of synchronicities.
This is a sign for me to turn inwards and do some shadow work, understanding myself better so that I can help spread that light. I might only be capable of carrying the bowl right now, but with dedicated work someday I can help spread that light to other people. Work towards standing firm in my own power so that I can use my priviledge and power to help people who don’t have it.
Breathe in light, breathe out darkness. Breathe in peace and empowerment and breathe out helplessness and fear.