Today’s draw came out the five of cups.
Yesterday I learned that my mom was going to have to have a second surgery on her knee which she had replaced in September. She’s been struggling with the PT and I know it’s been incredibly difficult for her. I flew out there to spend a week with her just a short while ago and to hear that she’s got to go through the entire thing again has left me feeling sad, anxious, and helpless.
This daily draw feels bang on the money. It’s hard for me to focus on those two cups I’m holding when I know that my mother’s are all upended and I’m powerless to help. She lives too far away for me to see her as often as I wish I could and I can’t afford air plane tickets. I’m struggling right now with what I can do to help her without being there. This card is telling me I need to focus in on what is here, what is positive.
I need to figure out how I can help my mom (and my dad) through this incredibly difficult time. And I need to figure out how to stop worrying about this being the start of a downward spiral for my mom.
If anyone has some extra healing energies to spare, I’d be grateful if you’d send them in my family’s direction.